Da blues. Where did they come from?
2002-12-28 at 9:04 p.m.

 

Hello, my favourite diary people!

I've missed this place over the past week or so. As my daily place to vent my remants of teenage angst, today at least, I've needed this dreadfully. I've no idea what's going on. Normally I'd expect it to be the hormonal advent of my period. But no, trust me, it's not that. Clearly I'm just grumpy.

I feel terribly sorry for Mr Me. Apparently I've been over sensitive for a couple of days. This is probably true. I'm not sure why. It's true, I miss my Grandma. But no more than normal this time of year. And I confess, my friend's suicide is never far away. There's still not much to account for this depressed state I've been in.

I promise to be cheery tomorrow. I'm going to snap out of this. It hardly suits me.

Is it incredibly odd to find Billy Connolly very attractive? I hope not, because he's top of my list.

Hmm. Personally I think all it is is that I haven't got to have sex with the love of my life for a while. See how shallow I can be? Still, I think I can fix this. So, you people are just going to have to excuse me........